Hard Being Alive

I stay in I wake up Overthink things mostly And it's true that I'm loud But I still feel lonely I kick rocks I slow down Do the things they tell me But I know I'm fucked It's the ceremony Got demons all inside Stay married to the hard times And if I was the King, I'd tell you all to run and hide So much that we don't like So many can be unkind I'm not saying I died But I feel so dead inside Oh today it's Hard Being Alive If I sleep now I think that I'll be fine What's the problem It's so hard to decide Oh today, it's Hard being alive Get there late My mistake Yeah, this happens often Woke up with a headache It was three o'clock then I'll be fine, I'll move on Use me till I'm all gone I don't have a reason Don't tell anyone Got demons all inside Stay married to the hard times And if I was the King, I'd tell you all to run and hide So much that we don't like So many can be unkind I'm not saying I died But I feel so dead inside Oh today it's Hard Being Alive If I sleep now Think that I'll be fine What's the problem It's so hard to decide Oh, today it's Hard Being Alive Hard Being Alive Hard Being Alive Hard Being Alive Hard Being Alive