Carsick.

[Intro] (I am not what you put me through) (I am not what you put me through) [Verse 1] There's a part of my mind that still misses that guy That I met that Friday night off Western But the other like, seventy-nine percent of the time Wanna see you dead somewhere And I know that’s kind of fucked up Yeah, we were kind of fucked up, weren't we, dear? Weren't we, dear? [Verse 2] There’s a part of my head that still misses my friend And the nights we spent drivin' down the highway Think you meant every word you said playin' Radiohead Like that's gonna be you someday And I kinda wish I turned it down I still hear your voice yellin' way too loud I could spend my life tryna make you proud I don't wanna make you proud [Chorus] 'Cause I never liked the altitude Your high horse at the top of the roof You cry so hard, you're making me bruise I’m inside out, I’m black and blue Those ups and downs kept makin' me puke I got too carsick tryna love you I am not what you put me through I am not what you put me through, yeah [Verse 3] For a second, I swear, I’d never been so scared I was sleepin' upstairs on your blow-up mattress Said a prayer as I cut off my hair Guess I wasn't aware I'd be more attractive Yeah, you really went and made me hate myself Took a couple years to finally save myself I don’t wanna hear you say you're sorry now Save that shit for someone else [Chorus] 'Cause I never liked the altitude Your high horse at the top of the roof You cry so hard, you're making me bruise I'm inside out, I'm black and blue Those ups and downs kept makin' me puke I got too carsick tryna love you I am not what you put me through I am not what you put me through, yeah [Bridge] (I am not what you put me through) (I am not what you put me through) (I am not what you put me through) (I am not what you put me through) (I am not what you tried to do) (I am not what you made me lose) (I am not what you put me through) (I am not what you put me through) [Chorus] 'Cause I never liked the altitude Your high horse at the top of the roof You cry so hard, you're making me bruise I'm inside out, I'm black and blue Those ups and downs kept makin' me puke I got too carsick tryna love you I am not what you put me through I am not what you put me through [Outro] I never liked the altitude Wanna scream it from the top of the roof That I hate your guts and you hate me too And deep inside, think I always knew Your ups and downs kept makin' me puke I got too carsick tryna love you I am not what you put me through I am not what you put me through, yeah