Hurt Like ___

[Verse 1] I bet you're pacin' small circles Back in your apartment, dear So I close my eyes and crack a bottle Hopin' it will get me there, I'm aware I'm the reason that we're so upset And I can't help it, I know I'll regret my words Before they're said out loud I'm the reason that I hate myself [Pre-Chorus] Tonight You're lovin' me lonely, but you'll never know me Tonight I'm makin' excuses for why you can't hold me Tonight It's not fair When I'm tellin' you that I don't care You know I do I'm just scared [Chorus] That it's gonna hurt Hurt so bad when you go When I say the things that you won't That's how I know I can't get too close 'Cause it's gonna hurt like [Post-Chorus] Hell Hell [Verse 2] Spent a lot of days stuck with you Revolving in my atmosphere Wish I could reach the stars and pull 'em down to Earth So I could have you here and not be scared But I'm afraid that if I say too much Or if I think too much, then I might fuck it up again (Again) Just like I always do, but I won't do [Pre-Chorus] Tonight I'm keepin' my guard up to not get my hopes up Tonight I'm makin' excuses to hate you to get through Tonight It's not fair Yeah, it's obvious that I still care You know I do I'm just scared [Chorus] That it's gonna hurt Hurt so bad when you go When I say the things that you won't That's how I know I can't get too close 'Cause it's gonna hurt like [Post-Chorus] Hell Hell 'Cause it's gonna hurt like Hell Hell [Bridge] I never wanted to be Someone who needs Someone afraid of the dark So what did you want me to see? Who did you want me to be? Bigger than anything? I never wanted to be Someone who needs Someone afraid of the dark So what did you want me to see? Who did you want me to be? [Verse 3] Spent a lot of days stuck with you Revolving in my atmosphere Wish I could touch the stars and cross 'em all Forget the way you make me feel [Refrain] Hell Hell It's gonna hurt, it's gonna hurt like Hell Hell It's gonna hurt, it's gonna hurt me like hell [Outro] I never wanted to be Someone who needs (I never wanted to be) Someone afraid of the dark So what did you want me to see? (What did you want me to be?) Who did you want me to be? Bigger than anything? I never wanted to be Someone who needs Someone afraid of the dark So what did you want me to see? Who did you want me to be? It's gonna hurt me like