My Grave / Lay With Me

[Intro] Listen up… I really need to get some shit off my chest And I need to apologize for who I am Shit… Sorry for what I have done to you, all the shit you have been through, all the pain you thought was true and all the tears you cried Oh, fuck… come on, man, you got this, even though it hurts Yeah! [Verse 1] I'm so afraid, I'm not sure if this shit is real I'm not sure what I should do or how I should fucking feel I'm not sure if I'll ever make it out of this, 'cause I don't know what will happen after I let go of it I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to tell you what I have done to you Just to cover up the fear of going through something that no one wants to Yeah, but I been there before, and I don't wanna do this ever again So I'm lying to you, and never told you the truth, even though I know I have to, you wanted the truth [Verse 2] Yeah, I'm trying to I'm trying to let go of everything But it's hard to accept the mistakes that I did at a time where I thought I need everything Ah, fuck! I don't know how I was able to hurt you like that I don't know how I was able to fuck everything up like that (Listen!) [Verse 3] Death will do us apart from each other But my sins will Haunt me deep down to my fucking coffin I don't feel well I took a final breath as I let my hand go From what I thought would have kept me so safe The grave that I have dug myself The reason why I hate myself The hatred that I got for myself Wants to make me kill myself And I just wanna be myself And I just wanna save ourselves And I just want nobody else [Verse 4] I just want nobody else but you and only you, can change up this broken heart That I broke from always lying straight at you What will I do without you by my side? It's so fucking empty inside of my selfish heart Forgiveness isn't part of my eulogy I tried everything to become everything to you You are everything, you are everything to me You are everything that I really need in my life Follow me, this is my fucking way to my graveyard Fuck! [Bridge] All I really need is you to lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave [Outro] All I really need is you to lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave Lay with me in my grave… Lay with me……