Suppressing Times

[Intro] Ah shit here we go Listen to the fucking stories I wrote during the suppressing times Bring it [Verse 1] I have become what my thoughts have screamed What they are and what they want me to be These next stories will explain what I essentially mean Death and agony have plagued what I used to be [Verse 2] I've befriended the voices that always come in three I have lost control as my fucking soul bеgins to flee The noose is tied around thе tree Come on in, let me show you what I see [Breakdown] Take a fucking look I'm fucked by all of you And I just want to leave this fucking place And kill all I have known I just want to break my bones Throw away the fucking throne I just want to lay under my motherfucking tombstone (Tombstone) [Chorus] Fuck me up, bitch, come fuck me up Motherfucker you will never really fuck me up I give up, fuck it, I give up I don't know what I should think anymore I hear these voices slowly taking over every part of me These are suppressing times Suppressing times The devil has got me in his hands and hell is slowly closing its gates I denied my death and my entry on the other side So hell is the only place I wish to reside I wish to be free, as I was meant to be As I was meant to be [Post-Chorus] The devil has got me in his hands And hell is slowly closing it's gates I denied my death and entry on the other side So hell is the only place I wish to reside So let me introduce you to my Fear and dagger, fear and dagger, fear and dagger [Bridge] Ah, shit Ay! [Outro] Watch me, I'mma show something The two snakes on my neck are flirting with the pain And the dagger on my chest is a cursed one With fear I survived this shit, but fuck From the top of my neck to the bottom of my stomach From the gallows to the witch, motherfucker, this is it I just wanna go and quit I just wanna hit my face over and over with a brick, oh fuck The selection gave me more room In this cell just to taste some freedom I look up to see God and rip my mouth open Now he can go stare into hell The devil in me reaches out and fucking lingers My eyes roll back so I can see him cross his fucking fingers