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[Intro: SWIM, Jadagrace & TJOnline, SWIM] My smile is choking me My smile is choking me Yeah, uh [Verse 1: SWIM & Jadagrace] Me and you know who got secrets Ain't been speaking in some months (Ain't been speaking in some months) Niggas always on my nerve (Always on my nerve) Hit my line like, "what do you want?" I remember what you said (I remember what you said) That shit echoes in my head (Echoes in my head) Should've never even told you that I would rather be dead You know everybody sins, I apologize Why you gotta act, gotta dramatize? I prefer to be alone, that's a lot of times Can't control when I'm lonely, I gotta hide Disguise, can't compare me to these guys Reach high, young nigga, better reach high Reach high, young nigga, better reach high Reach high, young nigga, better reach high (Oh) [Bridge: SWIM, Jadagrace & TJOnline] I rock, I roll (Ah, ah-ah, ah) Away from all my foes My friends, they pose (Ah, ah-ah, ah) I smile but they don't know I cap, for sure (Ah, ah-ah, ah) You know, but you don't know You know, but you don't know (Ah, ah-ah, ah) You know, but you don't know I rock, I roll (Ah, ah-ah, ah) Away from all my foes (Away from all my phones) My friends, they pose (Ah, ah-ah, ah) I smile but they don't know (I smile, but they don't know) I cap, for sure (Ah, ah-ah, ah) You know, but you don't know (Know) You know, but you don't know (Know; but you don't) You know, but you don't know (But you don't) [Verse 2: TJOnline & Jadagrace] Dumbbells hang from the crease of my lips, ellipsis Hard to smile when your heart's denial eclipses Brain matter ain't matter, scrub your hands in circles Makes the blood go down the drain faster Had to learn that from the past, the asterisk That's probably why I'm a pacifist That's probably why I was cowardly When you were askin' me whether I had the fix, I did I just didn't use it Maybe I knew deep down it would end this way regardless Resentment, the garbage is imminent It's hard to be indiscriminate (Oh) When you've been in the trenches With the men and the women you see as Avengers Just to let tensions test dimensions Benedict couldn't prevent this (Oh) I wasn't Baptist first, I was Seventh Day Adventist That's why apathy is my greatest temptress, uh (Oh) Give me a minute I need a milligram Somebody get 'em he spinning, ceiling fan Did I make a band tryna make a family? Was I ever the man or just a middleman? Damn (Oh) Damn [Chorus: TJOnline, Jadagrace & TJOnline & Jadagrace] These ain't pearls in my choker, these is teeth My smile is choking me (My smile is choking me) These ain't pearls in my choker, these is teeth (Oh) My smile is choking me (Oh) [Outro: SWIM, Jadagrace, TJOnline & Jadagrace] Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah) (My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me) Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah) (My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me) (My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me) Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah) (My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me) Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah) (My smile is choking me, my smile is—)