Letter 2 Soda

Aye if I could turn back the hands of time My nigga still be alive, yeah You can see the pain in my eyes Had better times when we didn't have a dime I'm just reminiscing All them nights we was in the kitchen Tryna turn a half of 8 Ball into a half chicken Back when ours went for 12 We was on a mission Had a hunnid of 'em on my nuts Headed to Virginia i tried to tell my nigga He just wouldn't listen niggas jealous They ain't wanna see us with some chicken Snakes in the grass, I can hear 'em hissin' We just bought more ice And fucked more bitches Hard to talk to his momma 'cause I know she hurtin' I been prayin' every night But I don't think it's workin' Imma hold my nigga down till They close the curtains They killed him for his watch It just wasn't worth it All them nights in the club lettin' ones fly All them hoes that we fucked On the first night All the lean we done drunk Weed we done smoked All the money we done counted Weed we done sold all them nights on the Road shootin' trips together Spent hours in the mall Puttin' fit's together RIP my nigga Soda, he was with whatever We ain't never wanted shit but To get some cheddar Yeah, if I could turn back the hands of time Aye, I woulda never left his side, uh Woulda told him 'fore he went outside Let me grab the strap so I Can walk him to the ride, yeah I'd do it all again to see my nigga smile I'd do it all again to see him one more time I'd do it all again just to see him shine He said niggas wasn't with us And he wasn't lyin' Nowadays I be feelin' like I'm all alone Can't believe my nigga gone I still call his phone Me and you was like Shaq And Kobe on the grove Imma blow a bag every time The DJ play your song Team east side for life, nigga, ghetto boys Put the hood on the map Bitch you better know it Ain't been goin' to the crib, I been paranoid Ain't been goin' to the club, I been paranoid Niggas with you for the moment They ain't with the movement asked 'em "How them niggas eatin'? What Them niggas doin'?" It don't even feel the same Everything ruined I don't know how Imma do it God help me through it, uh This shit don't even feel the same Percocets don't even heal the pain All the lean in the world can't help me sleep Ain't been feelin' like talkin' Just let me be