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[Verse 1]

I never enjoyed the surprise birthdays

So, naturally, I hate the opposite surprise

And you can imagine, I'm hurting the worst way

Your family's loss is heaven's gain, oh, that's right

[Chorus]

But, uh, I keep falling down that hole

One that I can't control

You are gone, send a text, you don't respond, so

Not tryna be selfish, no

But can you answer my heart from heaven?

'Cause I got questions

[Verse 2]

I won't sit here and call you selfish

But could you tell that you would leave us in hell? (In hell)

I can't say where anyone else is

'Cause life is so cold, it's only saying, "Oh, well"

[Refrain]

"Is this a joke?" a better question than "Why?"

You ain't want us to know, 'cause you had man-type pride

[Chorus]

Also, too much on your mind

Addresses, numbers, times

Your obsession that nobody questioned