11:11

[Verse 1] I never enjoyed the surprise birthdays So, naturally, I hate the opposite surprise And you can imagine, I'm hurting the worst way Your family's loss is heaven's gain, oh, that's right [Chorus] But, uh, I keep falling down that hole One that I can't control You are gone, send a text, you don't respond, so Not tryna be selfish, no But can you answer my heart from heaven? 'Cause I got questions [Verse 2] I won't sit here and call you selfish But could you tell that you would leave us in hell? (In hell) I can't say where anyone else is 'Cause life is so cold, it's only saying, "Oh, well" [Refrain] "Is this a joke?" a better question than "Why?" You ain't want us to know, 'cause you had man-type pride [Chorus] Also, too much on your mind Addresses, numbers, times Your obsession that nobody questioned It feels like we're all blind 'cause we didn't see the signs 11:11, a new start in heaven [Refrain] "Is this a joke?" a better question than "Why?" You ain't want us to know, you kept your plan airtight [Outro] (Was it your man-type pride?) If you were upset, you would never let us see That's when she's hurt But she would never let you know it (Let you know it) Never show it, no matter what, she stayed smiling (Man, I'm crying) No, I'm not upset You think that this shit is funny? Laughing out loud, yeah, bet you're rolling over (Rolling over) Showing God that I'm ugly-face cryin'