Nosebleed

You're gone And i pretend to care But i'm already onto another And he's sweet and kind and nothing like you I'll make myself into whoever he wants, whoever he wants me to be He looks at me like i'm lovely and i'm petrified I'm not lost I'm not found I am floating I'd rather be oblivious than be obsessed I pretend like this is nothing like he's never on my mind But i can't stop thinking of him before i sleep at Night I feel like i'm falling fast It's like suicide He looks at me like i'm lovely and i'm petrified My insides are twisted and my head is fucked and i have far too much to say Does he feel the same? I've never had a nosebleed so i've never tasted rubies I've never had a nosebleed so i've never tasted rubies I've never had a nosebleed so i've never tasted rubies I've never had a nosebleed so i've never tasted rubies