It Should Have Been Fun

I don't understand, what is going on? We got haunted minds, so tell me what went wrong? What I thought you said and what you said I did It isn't adding up, it makes me feel so weird This is something new, lots of blurry nights You can't find out the truth, the reason for the fight Shouldn't go like this, this isn't what we want Don't wanna go home crying, it should have been fun I should have been fun Giving up the dreams 'cause maybe that's the thing It's hard to put in perspective when you're not thinking straight Turning to a mess 'cause all the things you said They hit me ten times harder, they make me really sad You just want to enjoy a night out with your boys Of course you ignore me, rather not with all this hassle Doesn't have to be hard, don't let it catch me off guard Don't turn it into a job, it's not the end of the world It's not the end of the world All the things you think that you don't wanna happen Something we don't wanna do, we wanna forget it Putting everything on you, how did we get here? Broken, feeling unashamed, I wish I was dreaming When we wake up again, you feel the tension rise 'Cause we both think it's wrong, the things that happened last night What you did to me, what I did to you It isn't what we want, the vision wasn't true Now that we don't have fun, we have fun all the time Thing's only complicated 'cause we still have those nights It shouldn't go like this, this isn't what we want Don't wanna go on fighting, it should have been fun It should have been fun All the things you think that you don't wanna happen Something we don't wanna do, we wanna forget it Putting everything on you, how did we get here? Broken, feeling unashamed, I wish I was dreaming Wish I was dreaming I wish I was dreaming