Fake

This doesn't feel right, though it did at the time Now I'm looking back, thinking, how did I get here? In the lows and the highs, told a thousand little lies Trying to convince myself it's worth it I covered it up for so long I can't make right what's wrong Every time I try again to fake it Know it gets a little harder And harder to mean what I say Lord, I know my heart, it just can't take it And it beats a little harder It gets harder to go my own way Ain't nothing more to say I know it's better if my heart breaks I played along like a familiar song It's safer in the warm than out in the rain I gave you my all, threw myself against the wall And after that, I still got nothing, oh Why do goodbyes take so long? When you can't make right what's wrong, oh Every time I try again to fake it Know it gets a little harder And harder to mean what I say Lord, I know my heart, it just can't take it And it beats a little harder It gets harder to go my own way Ain't nothing more to say I know it's better if my heart breaks And that's all, bye, goodbye 'Cause I know you'll be alright, you'll find another I gave you all the best of me But I never found the best in me Mm, mm-mm-mm Every time I try again to fake it Know it gets a little harder And harder to mean what I say Lord, I know my heart, it just can't take it And it beats a little harder It gets harder to go my own way Ain't nothing more to say I know it's better my heart breaks