surface

You think I'm perfect, I'm not perfect You think it hurts, but on the surface It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's really not bad Try and lie and say it's worth it Close your doors, do I deserve this? It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's really not bad You love to play You love to play And I can tell that You hate the way You hate the way You recognize my Every mistake that I make It's amplified by every word that you say And I'm feeling the weight It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad Tell me all the things you want and I'll try to be that Get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning Promise I'm alright I'll be good for awhile Until I become someone who you would wanna Save a seat and space for and more 'cause you want me here Everybody wants that one person that they know they can't have But it's really not bad It's just that I made it up in my head and you don't see it Even if the surface says a different thing If I was really suffering I'd suck it up and say It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad I'm trying not to freak out even though it's the worst pain I can hold your hand and bleed out and I would still say, "It's not bad" It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad You think I'm perfect, I'm not perfect You think it hurts, but on the surface It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's really not bad Try and lie and say it's worth it Close your doors, do I deserve this? It's not bad It's not bad It's not bad It's really not bad