[Verse One: Polarboiyeahz]
Consider myself an angelic pessimist
How I tend to rest my head next to where the devil lives
Searching for solace I guess, I'm a little different
As a testament, let this serve as the evidence
Anxious, I look at life through a different lens
And I ain't shit, thoughts are the reason I can't get a grip
Maybe I'm a bit insane, but crazy doesn't fit
When I'm pacing, contemplating hanging by the bridgе
Hey
Yeah, you guessеd it, baby I'm a wreck
Hey
Not pathetic, insane like the rest
Hey
Supermassive blackhole, just your classic asshole
Sporadic mental, don't let anybody know I'm-
[Hook: Polarboiyeahz & duendita]
Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin', runnin' runnin' runnin'
Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin', runnin' runnin' runnin'
[Verse Two: Polarboiyeahz]
Looking like I hate commitment, I'm used to the distance
Guess I'm runnin' from my problems, something like the monster
Screaming at the top of my lungs like the concert
Needing a helping hand, or a hug, or a helicopter
To hover above a sea of demons
Suffering always needs a reason
Solutions are right around the corner even when you can't see them
I can't lose hope, through the smoke, it's hard to keep breathing
I ran through the coals and didn't notice I was bleeding
[Verse Three: Polarboiyeahz]
Dealing with our own losses, end up carrying our own crosses
I'm up dodging the nonsense and all the social constructs
I'm in my own world, your homegirl thinks that I'm so awkward
The bubbling in my conscience, the thoughts that turns you into soap operas
That boy Yeahz is so gone, so lost but he's so proper
On the usual he's brutal, stupid but he's so honest
He's dropped a couple songs, got no offer but the flow's agua
Don't stop and wait too long, turn the thing on and go "awe-shit"
Don't call him a shooting star, he's more of a soulful comet
Acquiring some motion to go far and make the slow pokes vomit
This track's going neurotic, still ill with no tonic
Isn't it ironic how the flow's hot, polar, bipolar, change of topic
Still hoping to be something
And I'm workin', so you know I'll cease nothing
The preconceived notions, those I'm quickly jumping
I'll keep going 'til the heart's sickly pumping
But no matter how big I get, I'm still scared that in the end I'll still be
[Hook: Polarboiyeahz & duendita]
Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin', runnin' runnin' runnin'
Runnin' runnin' runnin' runnin', runnin' runnin' runnin'
[Outro: duendita]
Harmonizing
