I'm Trying

(561 United) (We're sorry) [Pre-Chorus] I don't know why, but I'm better when I'm high Blank look in my eye, devil in disguise I don't want to live, trying to find a reason why It is what it is, all that matters is that I try [Chorus] I know that this pain is going to build me, or kill me I know I'm not okay, I need healing It's hard for me to say what I'm feeling It doesn't have to be this way I mean it [Verse] Shorty I just want to keep it real but I'm scared And you held me down when-while no one else was there Girl I'm always anxious, losing track of my anger You deserve better, I feel like a stranger [Bridge] Sometimes I do drugs, It doеsn't help it makes it worse (ay) I just rеally want to make the world a better place I know everybody isn't in the best place I know one day we will help everyone escape [Pre-Chorus] I don't know why, but I'm better when I'm high Blank look in my eye, devil in disguise I don't want to live, trying to find a reason why It is what it is, all that matters is that I try [Chorus] I know that this pain is going to build me, or kill me I know I'm not okay, I need healing It's hard for me to say what I'm feeling It doesn't have to be this way I mean it