Year of the Cup

It's none of my goddamn business what's in the cup But it's a beautiful thing, man But it's not a beautiful thing because nobody knows what's in the cup That's the whole thing Unless you come up and drink what's in my cup Then how can you say it's a beautiful thing? Also, when people drink alcohol, they react So whatever the hell was in my cup, the only reaction I did Was got more popular, more successful Did a lot more things that I've ever done Picked up a guitar, learned how to play it Learned how to put on the Auto-Tunes and stretched my voice I probably should pick that cup back up I swore not to care, but on that night, I couldn't help it I took out all of my shame on a random guy who probably liked me And that night, it was the obvious first time you were disappointed I spewed out that irresponsible mantra, "I'm sorry I'm like this" "What the hell was in his cup? Whatever he was drinking must be a motherfuckin' success potion" That's why I tell people, "Fuck you and whatever was in my cup Suck my dick, I'm gon' keep drinking it, bitch" Ah, "Something's in the air like vanilla", I got on my Facebook And that time, I had the courage to call her and tell her that I loved her I guess that screaming at my audience works and everyone likes it I dreamed of cutting my Achilles' heel: wanting people to like me Don't judge me, tryna say, "Yeah, he should've put the cup down" Why? What did he do wrong? Name it He was on 60 Minutes with, he was on 60 Minutes with Katie Couric Was you? No I'm just tryna make people understand that, don't judge me I can't go to sleep 'cause my mind keeps ringing with times that I Laid out everything wrong with me up on stage, it's embarrassing "Fuck you, you don't deserve me," the bus went totally silent And "help me" was what I meant to say as I gnashed my teeth right in front of you Yeah, I kinda put the cup down for a minute, but um Ain't nothing in the cup right now but some wine, I drink Dolce That's about it, that's the only thing in the cup right now, but honestly I asked you if I never changed, would you love me? Expecting the negative Clever, turning the question around to me was obvious I hate this version of me that was safe and sanitized thoroughly You think you'll let people down and divine some perfect apology The answer was obvious The answer was obvious The answer was obvious The answer was obvious What's in the cup? Is it really none of my goddamn business?