fallout

(Hey old friend) (How has everything been?) (Do you still have the memories from then?) (Hey old friend) Uh I hate that you listen to garbage I can't even leave my apartment Spent two nights in the darkness Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain Prepare for the harvest, these nights are the hardest Take what you need then leave me in the garden I'll build a hideout where no one can find me Under the stars, but none of them shining (Ayy) Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out Met you for the first time at one of my shows, didn't think much of that night we spoke Now looking back, didn't miss one note Found a new home when you wore my coat Girl, you the last I expected Knife in my chest, tears on my cheeks I won't go out for I don't bother Said all I have, then cut off my tongue Why is it hard saying bye to a monster? How has everything been? Do you still have the memories from then? (Hey old friend) Uh I hate that you listen to garbage I can't even leave my apartment Spent two nights in the darkness Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain Prepare for the harvest, these nights are the hardest Take what you need then leave me in the garden I'll build a hideout where no one can find me Under the stars, but none of them shining Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out (Yeah) Six pills, I don't know what I'm drinkin' But I know I don't know what I think, uh My world feel like it's sinkin' On and on, I'm sick of it Ten roads, I don't know what I'm thinkin' But I know I don't want this choice I blame you that my life's in a spiral But right now I got no one to dial