future diary

Wildin', you're the only sun that shines in this town, yeah Smilin' (hey), I don't wanna mess up somehow But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it Only got time for me on the weekends (on the weekends) Life with you is all I ever knew But I'll leave right now if it's best for you In my future diary I can see us flying free But you got school and family You got real shit happening (happening) I got shit I'm battling (I'm battling) Gettin' pulled down like gravity (gravity) I just want more time with you (with you) But it's okay, I'll lie to you (lie to you) 'Til it goes on and on to the next thing I'm too selfish, I can't help it Stuck in my ways, not in my place I can't wait 'til I'm covered in velvet Feed me fantasies 'Cause it's one long trip down this balcony, uh Baby, get mad at me What's the rundown, enlighten me Uh, uh, and lie to me I don't like to hear it but the irony If I had the dime for every casualty Then I'd be dumb rich, still in agony But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it Only got time for me on the weekends (on the weekends) Life with you is all I ever knew But I'll leave right now if it's best for you In my future diaries I can see us flying free But you got school and family You got real shit happening So I'll take fault Keep it all inside, I'm one big vault Yeah, I know you got dreams I don't wanna interfere with Tellin' me you love me but I don't wanna hear it See, I'm not great at goodbyes Bad in your eyes This your lullaby And though if after this Oh, you get pissed I'd still put up a fight for you In my future diary I can see us flying free But you got school and family You got real shit happening I got shit I'm battling Gettin' pulled down like gravity I just want more time with you But it's okay, I'll lie to you I'm one mistake after another Don't really care (gettin' pulled down like gravity) Just hide, take cover Everybody sayin' that I'm fine, all I do is whine (But it's okay, I'll lie to you)