Ill at Ease

[Verse 1] On the stand in the aftermath I was barely there And it did not go as planned It was all a dream And I could not wait To be uncreated [Chorus] Ill at ease Ill at ease Ill at ease Ill at ease [Post-Chorus] I don't stand up for what I believe in I've been buried alive But feel delighted [Refrain] Let's carve ourselves a tiny space to live in And mutually assure our self destruction Cause all the things I love are things that kill me And all the things I dread aren't really there [Verse 2] Out of hand But within my grasp The sensation passes After 30 lashes Motivate me to be awake It's a make or break But I'm mostly feeling ill at ease [Chorus] Ill at ease Ill at ease Ill at ease Ill at ease [Post-Chorus] I don't stand up for what I believe in I've been buried alive But feel delighted [Refrain] Let's carve ourselves a tiny space to live in (It's not OK) And mutually assure our self destruction (It's not OK) Cause all the things I love are things that kill me (It's not OK) And all the things I dread aren't really there (It's not OK)