Staring At The Ceiling

I've always felt like a second-tier human Down on my knees while I try to feel something I've never liked my own reflection Cause Looking at me I felt disconnected They made me feel like a second-tier human Still hollow inside cause they bled me dry And I never hoped for disconnection I always hoped I'd feel good inside I wake up tryna chase the feeling But I'm so caught up staring at the ceiling Left my keys in the back of a taxi Cause I'm so fucked up just getting distracted Nothing but love for this second tier human I always hoped I'd feel good inside Holding me up while I try to feel something I'm growing up to feel good inside Yeah I'm growing up to feel good inside I woke up tryna chase the feeling But I'm so caught up staring at the ceiling Left my keys in the back of a taxi Cause I'm so fucked up just getting distracted Can't slow down and I got in the way Cause I'm so fucked up can you say it again?