I Hate Myself

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For being jealous I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For things that you can't see I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For using other fellas To blindside you to get inside of me Believe me, I'm not saying that I'm proud To undermine and sabotage your scene I wouldn't want to say some things out loud But everybody does it and you know what I mean I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For backing the wrong horse I hate myself, I hate myself I hate my masquerade of black and blue I hate myself, I hate my reckless Phony self-destruction course And coming last conceding second best to you And if on judgment day, I'm told to make my way To take a blasting residence downstairs I look to see your fathers who backstab their own brothers Got a lighter sentence showing mercy and repentance I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself I guess I'm just too smart I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself In body and in mind I hate myself, I hate myself I hate these perversions of the heart I hate myself up front I hate myself from behind So take my hand To the witness stand I deserve the worst My heart is gonna burst So validate me hate me where it hurts I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hope that you do too I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself But most of all I hate myself Hating you