Worthwhile

I'm walking, I'm walking On small, broken glasses I'm trying to fight it But I'd rather hide it I'm on my knees pleading My wounds are still bleeding They think that I'm thriving When I'm barely surviving Oh, I know It's not my fault But oh lord What if it is? What if it's done And I'll never be the one? What if I'd rather die? (I'd rather die) And oh lord What if I choke? What if I destroy everything I touch? 'Cause I'd like, to be liked Is it worthwhile? Pleading (I'm so miserable) Bleeding (It's not even funny) Thriving when I'm barely surviving Oh, I know It's not my fault