Oh Lord

You know I must say Through the darkest of times You've always been there for me And I appreciate that When I get on the mic ain't no telling what I'm gonna do Writing out my life Ima spill it right in front of you About to take flight, ain't nobody in my rear view Whole another atmosphere, you'll never reach my altitude Chasing down this revenue, smoke another dab or two Always in my zone, ya'll know Ima speak the truth Never one to hate, no debate, Ima make it through Gotta have faith, find strength or you finna lose Work around the clock, I don't ever take a day off I never feel I do enough, my mind it won't stop I overthink and overthink until my brain rot Lately I've been so depressed praying that I don't flop If you ain't showing no respect then it's bye bye I ain't dealing with it if you're wasting my time I got a goal, got a dream and I'm about to shine I'm empathetic, don't forget it, this is my life Ask me how I'm doing, I will say I'm fine I bet that you would never guess that I was lying I crack a smile but inside I am really dying At war inside my head, I think I lost my mind Oh Lord, please come rescue me Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me I've been fighting with my demons so damn long Oh no, get away from me Oh Lord, please come rescue me Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me I've been fighting with my demons so damn long Oh no, get away from me Been living on the edge I can tell I'm paranoid Counselling and meds that is something I'll avoid You say you wanna help but only in it for the dollar signs Here's a pill, take it on the daily it will ease your mind Fuck that, you don't care about our souls though But they will strip you of your money till it's all gone So much they hiding from the public it's a dark road Self therapy is what I'm seeking all that I know Oh Lord, please forgive me for what I've done I've been a liar, been a thief, I cheated on one I still don't know if I can love I got a long run These bad decisions having karma come around son I'm still me, still writing in my notepad Still lost, still my happiness it won't last Until I find my inner peace but the odds stacked It's been a struggle everyday, you should know that Ask me how I'm doing, I will say I'm fine I bet that you would never guess that I was lying I crack a smile but inside I am really dying At war inside my head, I think I lost my mind Oh Lord, please come rescue me Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me I've been fighting with my demons so damn long Oh no, get away from me Oh Lord, please come rescue me Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me I've been fighting with my demons so damn long Oh no, get away from me I'm rolling up this weed because I'm not okay The people I had in my life all gone away I say a prayer, these feet they cannot fail me now Oh Lord, I need an answer, I've been reaching out Oh Lord, please come rescue me Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me I've been fighting with my demons so damn long Oh no, get away from me Oh Lord, please come rescue me Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me I've been fighting with my demons so damn long Oh no, get away from me Dear God, I'm asking for forgiveness Though I'm not perfect, all we are human I know I'm here to serve purpose Music has been my calling Amen