Apathetic

Silent I'm running away Bathe in the water that's stained Drowning in minimum wage Slave to the darkest of days I am the phantom that sways I'll be erased from this place I need a taste I feel disgrace I continue to fade Handle the pain Can't handle my fate Please help me relate I got an offer that you can't refuse Money and drugs streams and the views You entertain while the critics imbue Happiness sex the pills and the booze Isn't that what you want? All of these women you get to flaunt One in a million this is your shot Just sign this paper I'll give you the spot No I want to pay my own toll I want a girl with a beautiful soul I want a reason to get up and go I don't want you to decide on my roll Create and inspire my fans are the goal I don't want nothing to do with a loan Pressure is building inside of my skull I want to break sell out of my soul Why don't you do it It'd make it so easy I've read the reviews they think that you're cheesy I gotta dispute since you don't believe me Look at the numbers they're flowing so freely I promise you that nothing is sneaky Just open your eyes and see what I'm seeking It's no surprise to think I'm deceiving All in the lines quit being so needy Nah I need to prove you a point It's all about music not me to exploit Got love and the passion combined like a joint So I'm taking your deal I'll rip and destroy it I'll come for your throat Manipulate all of my hopes Take advantage as you stick and you poke You're a virus parasites in control No thanks I'd rather be dead than a host