Discovery

Yeah I've been let down way too many times Yeah it's hard to smile when you can't sleep at night I'm not lying when I say I'm trying Life's on a click track I can't rewind It won't slow down I've been in a rut Ever since the day that I grew up I was way too young now I'm not enough All the abuse just fucked me up And no I'm not talking about me I'm talkin bout my family I've witnessed so much pain so much grief I wipe my eyes and grit my teeth Why would you let that in your life I just don't understand it This home it feels so abandoned I feel I'm on a different planet Can't stand it I'm in the background Tear my face from the walls now I'm blacked out Don't act out What's wrong with that now I'm all alone Yes you know it's a funny fact how You still doubt about my past Well this shits been real so don't think too fast It won't last I need somebody to react to me cause I've been through these tragedies I'm just tired of all the seasons passing me When will you wake up stop staring at yourself I know you're all alone and you're scared to get help But just realize that this time you're all you have so strap on the belt Pick up the pieces Get it together You can make it through this torrential weather Drop of an ocean but as light as a feather These dreams don't have to be yours forever I I know you're scared If you can just guide yourself you'll find the tear and I Am finding hope that maybe one day you'll learn and grow Grow into another person one that one quit and finds a purpose Keep on saying I don't deserve this someone loves you just find who's worth it All this time I've been righting my wrongs throw away the pain and keep it calm Bottled inside I'm a ticking bomb that's why I write every line in this song and I I'm in the background Tear my face from the walls now I'm blacked out Don't act out What's wrong with that now I'm all alone Yes you know it's a funny fact how You still doubt about my past Well this shits been real so don't think too fast It won't last I need somebody to react to me cause I've been through these tragedies I'm just tired of all the seasons passing me