Without Hope

I just know its all gone wrong Feeling all the pressures can't weather the storm Cause I kept myself in a cage All wound up and filled up with rage I just know its all gone wrong Feeling all the pressures can't weather the storm Cause I kept myself in a cage All wound up and filled up with rage Forgive oneself of nothing at all Pounding my head against the wall Guilt ridden and bound to lose Puncture my wounds, won't see the truth I looked in the mirror, what did I see? One man bitter with apathy The whole thing turned out to be a joke But I'm not laughing I'm without hope I'm without hope It's never well thought out, just my instant demise Haste and hatred my inner desire It's all so bitter the hurt inside Haste and hatred my inner desire Ruptured I've lost it all My heart ripped out can't stand at all Cause I've caused my brain to never relax Picking at all the torturous facts I just know its all gone wrong Feeling all the pressures can't weather the storm It's never well thought out, just my instant demise Haste and hatred my inner desire It's all so bitter the hurt inside Haste and hatred my inner desire My inner desire It's my inner desire It's never well thought out, just my instant demise Haste and hatred my inner desire It's all so bitter the hurt inside Haste and hatred my inner desire It's my inner desire