Refusing to Be a Man

I'm not gonna try and tell you that I'm different from all the rest I've been subject to the same destructure of desire, felt the same effects I'm a hetero-sexist tragedy And potential rapists all are we But don't tell me this is natural, this is nurturing There's a difference between sexism and sexuality I had different desires prior to my role-remodeling And at six years of age, you don't challenge their claims, you become the same Or withdraw from the game And hang your head in shame I think that's exactly what I did, tried to sever connections Between me and them I fought against their further attempts to convince a kid that birthright can bestow The power to wield the subordination of women and do you know What patricentricity means? I found out just a couple days ago It means male values uber alles, and what do you know? Sex has been distorted and vilified I'm scared of my attraction to body types If everything desired is objectified Maybe eroticism needs to be redefined And I refuse to be a man