Cursed

Tired of tempting fate Been at it again and again and again Pressed hard to play the cards the devil made (devil made) Losing sanity Played out it bled and it bled and it bled Short straws mean longer falls onto the blade (onto the blade) Desperation Feeling ignored Dead ends through thousands of doors If my fate's already decided I'm cursed to just keep fighting Reputation traded in for Mistakes that I take pride in If there's a key I've tried it There's thousands like it If my fate's already decided I'm cursed to just keep fighting You place the blame and I spite it You fan the flames I'll light it You shame the way that I'm all in I'm only cursed when I'm falling The winds have changed I'm breaking away I'm not the same Built through tragedy Walls high I ran and I ran and I ran Can't hide in a castle made of dirt Can't hide a self-made failure's worth (Well fed) Here it comes (Regret) On the run from judgement Superstitions grow (Reset) (Forget) 'Til they become All I know Desperation Feeling ignored Dead ends through thousands of doors If my fate's already decided I'm cursed to just keep fighting Relief became reality Slowly pulled it out of me This key was always hiding There's thousands like it If my fate's already decided I'm cursed to just keep fighting You place the blame and I spite it You fan the flames I'll light it You shame the way that I'm all in I'm only cursed when I'm falling The winds have changed I'm breaking away I'm not the same Write until the final page My ink runs red I'm cursed to bleed The scars have faded I've chosen to see Mistakes that made The best out of me This stories not to read All I've done History The blade you gave me is facing both ways I'm not the same I'm not the same