Good to Be Alive

Learning how to swim but the lands are dry Feeling like a shark, If I stop I'll die Veins are lit and my blood's on fire Underneath the buzz of a telephone wire All my friends are doing fine While I'm looking for a sign Is this body even mine? Feels good to be alive but I hate my life So tied up and tired of this self-inflicted fight In spite of, I light up, to lift my demons, I Tell myself I'm fine While I'm looking for a sign Is this body even mine? Feels good to be alive but I hate my life Lost big dreams that I really don't need Everything I love is gonna find a way to leave Got good friends that I never can see Always on the run when the plans are free I've been staying up all night Shaking needles out my spine But the doctor says I'm fine Feels good to be alive but I hate my life So tied up and tired of this self-inflicted fight In spite of, I light up, to lift my demons, I Tell myself I'm fine While I'm looking for a sign Is this body even mine? Feels good to be alive but I hate my life Good to be alive, good to be alive Good to be alive but I hate my life So tied up and tired of this self-inflicted fight In spite of, I light up, to lift my demons inside Tell myself I'm fine While I'm looking for a sign Is this body even mine? Feels good to be alive but I hate my life