Eyes

I woke up and my eyes were sore I gave you every last tear that I had I don't think I can cry no more All of this red on my eyes looking like I never gotten high before This is not regular love This shit is a mile more I think this is God's way of reminding me I need to smile more I played you my song and we sobbed This music's beyond just a job This music's beyond getting up On my Youtube and dissing Some pawn for applause I gotta responsibility that's Bigger than bullshitting All for the mob I'm tryna ball while I'm here So they don't have to bawl when I'm gone Yeah Life changed in a year Changed in a week Changed in a second Sang when they didn't hear They didn't speak They didn't question Made my music in fear Made it and re Framed my perspective I hope that it's clear Now that you're here Came to my rescue Losing time Lemme let you know before I lose my mind yeah These days something must be on my side If I lose at least I'll tell you that I tried yeah That I tried Yeah okay They say great things take time I think time takes great things away though Lost all of my idols that had fallen like an angel Who knows if they in the Clouds with a halo? Who knows? I look up to names for help But how can our idols save us if They can't even save themselves I gotta behave myself Gotta remember my start no I will not betray myself I been afraid to tell So alone so I just braced myself I've wanted love since the age of 12 Even before I could lace myself That's why when I know I lose all that I love that it's easy to hate myself It's my birthday! But I won't celebrate myself 'Cause time is gonna take myself I'm on my proclubs shit, I create myself But I'm never gonna rate myself Picture perfect Is it worth it Vision blurrin Missin verses Life really is a burden Seeing my face on every sign I'm a missing person Whatever he gets, the kid deserves it I woke up and my eyes were sore I gave you every last tear that I had I don't think I can cry no more All of this red on my eyes looking like I never gotten high before This is not regular love, this shit is a mile more I think this is God's way of reminding me I need to smile more Losing time Lemme let you know before I lose my mind yeah These days something must be on my side If I lose at least I'll tell you that I tried yeah That I tried You're nothing but a grain Of sand in my hourglass But I can spot you from a mile away, yeah I'm searching for you