It’s All a Game

And it's all a game I'm the only one, who else should have your name? Fall in love until it's not the same If you lose me, don't you take the blame Yeah, uh When it's all said and done, it's much easier done than said All I see is blue when you leavin' it all on read I don't wanna talk through it, I already got through it So stop askin' me if I need a moment again I need a moment alone, but I've seen some moments extend I'd rather sabotage my heart then to see it broken again So I, uh, self-sabotage Everything I'm hidin' is the reason that I camouflage 'Cause would I still be in the picture if we had to turn the cameras off? Put my hands together and pray that I'd get some damn applause Uh, it's unlikely Notice the more that I put myself down, the more everybody like me So I never win, you, me, them, I want fuckin' everything And once I get it, I know that I won't feel like anything It'll be the same as before I don't wanna play this game anymore, yeah And it's all a game I'm the only one, who else should have your name? Fall in love until it's not the same If you lose me, don't you take the blame (I just hit refresh again) (Like maybe this time, it's gonna change) (Sitting here and clicking buttons like it's all a fuckin' game) I'll admit that I'm insecure like my fuckin' track Sometimes I say "I love you" just so I can hear it back (Back) Maybe that makes me fuckin' toxic I been on the same shit, I been so obnoxious Passin' through the matrix since we left for college I gotta be patient, I don't see you often At least we can FaceTime, hold you when we have a chat Forgot how you feel, I got accustomed to the shattered glass Yeah, a thousand miles from home Made me feel like we're together even when we're all alone I'm ungrateful, why the fuck do I complain? My subconscious always hit me prematurely with the shame I'm alive, I been lookin' for a dead end Thinkin' it'll keep me safe But if I stop bein' afraid to lose There won't even fuckin' be a game And it's all a game I'm the only one, who else should have your name? Fall in love until it's not the same If you lose me, don't you take the blame