Venting

[Part I] [Verse: Quadeca] I can see the youth through a casket The truth and the proof is attractive, it's used as a magnet (Yeah) I can see these fools lookin' past in My view of which you hasn't cracked yet, it's new as a package But none of these dudes haven't packed yet And you're usually cool in the classes, but you have just acted What you thought was true you have mastered 'Cause dudes in your crew have reacted In ways that you're viewed as invalid, so you changed up Not overnight like the dew in the grass to the blue in the sky But a blue, but it bruises from losin' your balance The way that you stood wasn't cool to the masses Lessons you learned weren't ones that the school had imagined Crazy what we're willin' to lose for a life And what we do when we're snackin' on food for the average Yeah, yeah, I'ma take it back to the roots On the mic, I'm a passionate dude (Uh!) 'Cause I'm havin' to prove to everybody in past that I knew That I'm poppin' 'cause the stats and the views And they say I never changed a lot Yeah, but the truth is, I'm a changed man Started off so dim, and now I'm so damn bright You gotta look at your screen with Ray-Bans [Part II] [Verse 1: Quadeca] Damn, yeah, this really got me reminiscin' Back when all this shit was an idea, I was gettin' with it Messin' with it, man, I dreamed of doing all of this present business Now that I'm gettin' riches, I ain't covered any distance When I drop it, they gon' understand the better vision Really think I said the difference here, but they never listen Ran through my mind so much, now it's Luce and Limpin' See my growth leanin', like what Future sippin' New generation wanna blame it on the stupid system But who gives a fuck when you ain't doin' shit but choosin' victims? Feastin' on these rappers When I'm done, they'll do the dishes (Yeah) Is this a message To the people or myself? I feel like I am near the ceilin' They gon' leave me on the shelf, yeah Yeah [Verse 2: K.A.A.N.] Somedays I feel alone, so alone Sometimes I get high, too high Take a look inside my mind, my mind Why is love so hard to find? I can't find it All alone in this, momentarily Terrified that I might just fall Got crucified, but see, it's all my fault My patience lost and my soul weary I pray to God, but He don't hear me I plead for help, but no answers given I do relate to these hopeless children No faith inside them, no, oh, Lord Can't tell them nothing, though, they gone My heart, it bleeds for y'all, you know I feel your pain, I feel your hatred Feel the track that's filled with love that feels as a friend, it pays Take your time, but don't move too slow No room for growth in this world, darlin' No amount of money can replace respect And all the bullshit that we accept I'm very vexed and I'm blessed indeed So I do proceed to give 'em what they need Then tell them, "Ba-Ba-Ba-Back the fuck up off me" This life is mine, well, that's one that's costly My peace of mind is what the game has cost me My heart done turned cold, so cold I'm young, but feelin' old, so old I wonder how it ends, I don't know My thoughts that fade into the unknown It's gettin' darker when life gets harder I won't get caught up with all the madness I will stay focused to avoid distractions [Outro: K.A.A.N.] Love