Lately

[Verse 1] Small eyes, dry mouth, can't speak Pull the covers up and pray for sleep But as the sun cuts through the curtains Then the nerves begin to surface It's always the same The dull pain in my chest So familiar, yet I fear death I know this feeling's never worth it I just can't resist the urges I just can't resist the urges [Chorus] "I'll meet you later," you say You deserve this, baby I'll have one more 'cause you made me No, I don't know me lately Lately [Verse 2] Okay, tell mе that it's getting out of hand Tell me you don't rеcognise the man before you How could you do this shit again? I don't know why you just pretend You get by, when shots fly, you're a soldier But when I need you, where's the gun to your holster? Why can't I see you doing shit that you're supposed to? You wonder why you're hurt again? [Chorus] "I'll meet you later," you say You deserve this, baby I'll have one more 'cause you made me No, I don't know me lately Lately [Outro] Please don't ask the question I'ma feel so stupid saying, "I don't know" Why I'm always like this? Only tell the truth into a microphone (Oh no) I guess I'm scared of being unprepared I never could say no There's a better chance of me just caving in Than being left alone