Closer

[Intro] Yeah Ray Vaughn I been feelin' like I need to get closer to my dreams a lil' bit But at the same time, I'm sleepwalkin' Look, look [Verse] Lately, I been dreamin' about makin' it Opened up my eyes after I ended my relationship I am on the road, whichever one is gon' make me rich I'm leavin' my soul, bear with me, this could take a bit Yeah, pops, I ain't have and it sorta messin' with me I'm unresponsive 'cause I feel like no one ever gets me I am a man, do I mix up with Hell? Yeah, evidently But that do not mean I do not count the blessings Heaven sent me I got a new girl already and she touch me gently She only here, she think I got a Bentley But if I tell her the truth, on that day, she go poof So she wasn't really rockin', that's sedimentary Cheatin' so elementary, but so is tetherball And to my fans who wait, trust me, I'm gettin' better, y'all I'ma keep makin' these cuts and leave a forever scar Shit, if Tariq had it on him, he'd probably bet it all I just got a text from my granny sayin' I never call But not the granny that I talk about in every song, nah The granny that I called way back when I was ten Said I'm lookin' for my dad, she said don't call in here again Now should I say fuck 'em all and start fornicating again? Since diapers and formulas, I been formulating a plan, uh I got people I feel like don't even know me now Seven kids, but somehow I'm still feelin' like the only child Boy, it's crazy how gravity only holds me down 'Cause not nan' one of these niggas would help me go to trial Look at they faces, got 'em goin' wild 'Cause they know the flow is vile, the verses on holy cow That's why i stay to myself, 'cause all I need is a pad 'Cause niggas can feel a way, but only speak when they mad Then ask me for a collab The difference between me and them Is I ask myself questions they had, but they never asked, it's so sad I never needed help writing my verses But all these cameras around are making me nervous The stuff I'm dropping is knocking, do not disturb 'em The grass ain't always greener, I always look out for serpents Even Lissa switched up, should've knew that she was fake And that bitch took all my shoes, but my dreams, I'm gonna chase I been goin' through some shit, they can read it on my face It's like I can't get a break, but I promise I won't break, nah I'm stayin' positive 'cause that's just how I look at life Why am I witnessing the look-alike? Just seen Shanice Lee and she got me lookin' twice Smile so bright in the dark, who turned off the lights? Now this other female I'm texting, yeah She keep tellin' me she want breakfast and I don't wanna accept it 'Cause I know if I go over, we probably end up sexin' And I lie right to her face and say I'm nothing like her exes But I'm worse than she expected, guess I get it from Walter That's my pop, oh, Lord guide me on my way to this altar Gettin' married to this game, the old me in a coffin With that chain, some relationships alter Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, c'est la vie Shit, let 'em talk down, it's okay by me I've never gave a fuck what they say 'bout me 'Less they talkin' 'bout who won, shit, Ray by three Nothing'll ever be the same since my flow arrived I'm killing shit, I think my flow just died I know me and the fake could never coincide I'm done ventin', you want air, you better go outside, shit When I ain't even had shoes to go to the studio Tariq was on my head, so I said fuck it, I'ma go in slides, nigga, yeah But as far as the city goes, bitch, you know it's mine I run it