I'm Not Ready

(I'm not ready) (I'm not ready) I'm all alone with racing thoughts I fade in and out Bright walls are turning gray Can't shake this feeling I'm stuck here believing I'm on my own Miserable company I'm tuning out The Tv's whispering Eternal sunshine but never in my mind I let myself down again Time to let go Grow up and get out of my head Feels like I'm not ready (I'm not ready) Scared to let go Give up and get out of my head Feels like I'm not ready (I'm not ready) I'm out of hope Lost faith in everything Turn off the phone Lay here in misery Sick of my bullshit I'm fucked up, I know it But maybe I can turn this upside down 'Cause lately I've been feeling inside out I can't shake this feeling I'm stuck here believing I'm stuck here believing Time to let go Grow up and get out of my head Feels like I'm not ready (I'm not ready) Scared to let go Give up and get out of my head Feels like I'm not ready (I'm not ready) (I'm not ready) I'm telling lie after lie to myself I'll never escape from this hell I'm telling lie after lie to myself I'll never escape from this hell (I'm not ready) Time to let go Grow up and get out of my head Feels like I'm not ready (I'm not ready) Scared to let go Give up and get out of my head Feels like I'm not ready (I'm not ready) Time to let go Not ready Scared to let go Not ready