I hate my emotions

I fucking hate this feeling I don't know if you mean it But are you really leaving I'm staring at the ceiling And I'm barely breathing My face is fucking freezing I swear, you fucking hate me It's 'cause I'm fucking crazy I think about this daily I fucking hate this screaming Do we really need it 'Cause I really need you I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I need you Don't leave me I need you Do you see me? I fucking hate this feeling I don't know if you mean it But are you really leaving I'm staring at the ceiling And I'm barely breathing My face is fucking freezing I swear, you fucking hate me It's 'cause I'm fucking crazy I think about this daily