Where I Am Today

S. McDonald I feel happy - that's where I am today But when I get sad - I just want to go away Well I get myself down - I go so low down It hurts to feel that pain And it won't happen -'cuz I just won't look that way But if it starts to catch my eye If I turn and wonder why these things just seem to be And why these things just have to be And I won't look that way today And I won't see those things today I used to think that - everyone was the same Walking around all the time - thinking all the same things But I know it's not true, just look at you I can tell your not that way But I won't worry - like I said, I feel okay But if I don't feel the same If I start to go insane - I close my eyes and see Only things I want to see And I won't look that way today I don't know why I feel this way Just a feeling I have and I don't understand It's just so hard to say And this is where I am today And this is where I am today And this is where I am today If I start to go insane - please close my eyes for me Show me things I want to see And I won't look that way today And I won't see those things today Just a feeling I have and I don't understand It's just so hard to say And this is where I am today And this is where I am today And this is where I am today And this is where I am today And this is where I am today Just a feeling I have and I don't understand It's just so hard to say - 'Cuz this is where - This is where I am Yeah yeah And this is where, this is where I am today