Inclination

It's gone the safest escape, no trace of recognition I spot some fragments, but its to distant I feel it burning close, there's no difference Afraid to let you inside, but it's just to persistent When I inhale to scream, I feel no strength in my body I feel numb and weak, I've lost again Sometimes I'm afraid to try and sometimes try is all I can do Afraid to connect, to reach joy What was the lowest price that I could possibly pay I shudder to reflect on it, I try to let it fade Its coming on again, too strong to deny, breathe and make another try How do we define strength to carry on I haven't lost my faith, I'm still strong.