Honest

I've been laying wide awake I have something I have to say I look at your face, and I'm ready to cave in I know I've been waiting And driving the blade in There's no easy way to explain Make it all go away I'm to blame I never, I never I never loved you if we're honest, honest I know this isn't what we promised, promised Thought you could be the one I wanted But you're so far, far You're not like me, you're too good Still you want me, I knew you would I thought it was love, 'cause Was hooked like a drug, and But that's enough I'm calling my bluff I knew you would want me to stay But now I'm walking away Don't you wait I never, I never I never loved you if we're honest, honest I know this isn't what we promised, promised Thought you could be the one I wanted But you're so far, far I never loved you if we're honest, honest I know this isn't what we promised, promised Thought you could be the one I wanted But you're so far, far