Lockdown

I look too much at my phone Wonderin' if you'll text me back I feel so stupid alone 'Cause I know I'm the only one who wants to talk That I'm the only one who tries I spend my days on the edge Don't know if you think I'm still cool I wish I wasn't so bad at conversations Yeah, I'm tired of being scared I'm tired of being unprepared And maybe it's because I'm insecure I'm overthinking like I did before Am I a fool for wishing that you'd stay? Am I the fool for staying while you walk away? So text me back before I sleep Lookin' at our pics, fallin' in too deep I'm lonely, I miss our talks Baby, I know that we're on a lockdown But we don't have to drift apart I don't wanna have to start again Why do I keep comin' back? It's like I like bein' second place Maybe I just don't mean that Much to you and maybe I don't But that's OK Maybe I do, but I'm in your way Am I too loud? Too hard to listen to? Am I that dull? Am I a bother to you? I don't even know what I'm supposed to do When you don't care about me like I do you So text me back before I sleep Lookin' at our pics, fallin' in too deep I'm lonely, I miss our talks Baby, I know that we're on a lockdown But we don't have to drift apart I don't wanna have to start again You've got a phone, it goes both ways Feelin' like we're strangers, haven't spoken in days I miss you, it's not the same Don't know why I'm crying 'cause we're on a lockdown But we're startin' to drift apart I think I'm gonna have to start again