How to Be Me

I don't feel safe in this bed There are voices in my head I've been talking to the dead And the fear baptised me My kingdom turned to dust And I watched all my riches rust Have I lost the Midas' touch? Or do sad eyes blind me? Over and over we go Over the hills and the valleys bellow Oh, and it follows me, follows me home And it suffocates me, mmm Oh, I can't breathe I said oh, I can't breathe All I know Is I forgot how to be me I don't feel safe in the halls There are bruises on the walls There are bodies in the floors And they breathe so loudly I wish I could move Get up and walk right out this tomb Do our saviours die too soon? For my sins surround me Over and over we go (Over and over we go) Over the hills and the valleys below (Over the hills and the valleys below) Oh, and it follows me, follows me home (Follows me, follows me, follows me) And it suffocates me, mmm Oh, I can't breathe I said oh, I can't breathe All I know Is I forgot how to be me Hallelujah Where is my god, where are you? Hallelujah Nothing is pulling me through Hallelujah When I don't know how to be Hallelujah I forgot how to be me When he gave up the fight A quick decision late in the night That stayed with me for all of my life I miss you so