Resurrection

Risen to feel, left here to fall As everyone before me Searching for signs Do I belong here Where will I be when it is over It all drifts by so fast Slowly embracing the unknown Now is the time, to figure out Whether to fall or to move on I'm breaking down, I'm so afraid of the unknown I've had a life full of mistakes Blinded by hate, left for myself No one will care, I am a faded memory You see me crawling in dust Craving answers So many light years away Push me forward You watch me drowning in vain Is this final I feel it over again Resurrection Colder Darker I am lost Silence Weightless Breathless Gone? No one can hear my desperate thoughts Even when they see me Turning their heads Walking away No one to blame Nothing to say Will this be resurrection Or has my life come to an end You see me crawling in dust Craving answers So many light years away Push me forward You watch me drowning in vain Is this final I feel it over again