Worn To Be Seen

[Verse 1] I am Jack's sense of rejection I suck my finger, it stings He puts his hand on the shoulder And says a million stupid things [Verse 2] I hear he's backwards and inbred I hear he's all kinds of things I put my head on the table And I think a million stupid things [Pre-Chorus] I just want answers to questions And no one knows what it's worth To see a chink in the armour But I want more than this [Chorus] I hold it in I hate that grin But it's all good That smile is worn to be seen [Verse 3] When faced with all of my demons I ran as fast as I could For shelter in my own ignorance Like any normal person would [Pre-Chorus] And you might label me indolent If you didn't know me too well You would say I have a problem And I'd say "Go to hell" [Chorus] When I am free (When I am free) It will be sunny forever (It will be sunny) And I can say (And I can say) That I feel fine Sitting here doing nothing That smile is worn to be seen [Verse 4] Still I can't forget what you told me I can't forget what you said I can't stop seeing a target Painted on the back of his head [Outro] Why does he smile when he sees me And wave as he passes by? Well, doesn't he know what he represents? Why is that? I don't get it