Never Had the Balls

I was lost, felt nothing at all but I'm coming back now, yeah, I'm in the background No need to react now that everything's done (but let me say) I thought it would be simple enough And I had to grow up Just to learn all the ways that it's not But I never thought that I'd wanna call it quits in my whole life I never aimed to feel confused, I blame myself to tell the truth But now I know that everything's hard when you're living in the dark And you don't even wanna see it through If that had to be the way I'd be feeling for days And I knew it back then, I probably wouldn't do it But I never got the chance to tell you I never had the balls to tell you No, I never had the balls to tell you I did everything that I could, but still, I was helpless (so helpless) I shouldn't waste my precious time On anybody living off of mine And now I know that things are getting better I can live like this forever Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah When I found my own way out Was to open my mouth and be honest I had to go and do it, yeah "This could be the best decision that you ever make Please, don't be afraid", she reassures me I know it's hard to play pretend I promise you it's due to end And winners never quit, you know, so quitters never win (It's only getting better now for you) I'm your man if you're looking for good times Feel amazing and I'm on my way home Yeah, I'm finally in the zone I heard the word "goodbye" and felt surprised That I wasn't even sad in the slightest My mind was made up, but if I had to live a life Only being polite, I'd be giving in I'm never gonna do it I'll never get the chance to tell you I never had the balls to tell you No, I never had the balls to tell you now Balls to tell you Balls to tell you I never got the chance to tell you (no) Never had the balls to tell you Balls to tell you But I never got the chance to tell you (no) Never had the balls to tell you (I didn't) Balls to tell you