Dead & Gone

I want to scream, I want to scream it all out But the pain I go through is a gag in my mouth I want to cry, I need to heal I need a place to start over new, and don't fall into pieces I should feel pain but I don't feel a shit I'm in a vacuum where no feelings exist What's going on, everything's wrong I'm just a shell and my spirit is breaking Hold on to what was In a place and time when we were alive Move on and stay strong But how do you move on, when it's all dead and gone Take me out here, someone grap my Hand And lead me away from this mess Parts of my heart shear off and splinter and I can't take it no longer I had hope, I had strength, but it got lost, in a blink of an eye In a blink of an eye Hold on to what was In a place and time when we were alive Move on and stay strong But how do you move on, when it's all dead and gone I still long for someone to find me Who can take it all away Take my pain, take this burden So I can let go again Let go again _