Show Runner 99

[Verse 1] My character's breaking Thought I had this memorized It doesn't help that I'm wasted With these lights right in my eyes Why's it still feel like I'm taking Center stage from someone else? Why's it still feel like I'm faking When I'm starring as myself? [Verse 2] Got three more hours back from LA And my Nissan's breaking down Grab a replacement on the way Got money for it now Welcome to spotlit vacation Where the silence grows like trees I'm fielding congratulations While I'm choking on the leaves [Chorus] Should I keep on searching? (Is this really all there is? I try) I'm trying to turn in (What if I already did?) To I I I'm trying I'm trying [Verse 3] They say the mind's a good servant As a master, it is fucked Convinced it's gotta be perfect No such thing as good enough You got a head full of what-ifs And it's keeping you afloat And you've got better days coming Doesn't mean they're tomorrow [Chorus] Should I keep on searching? (Is this really all there is? I try) I'm trying to turn in (What if I already did?) To I To I (If I already did, if I already did, I'm scared that I already did) To try (I'm scared that I already did, I'm scared that I already did) To try (I'm scared that I already did, I'm scared that I already did)