Copacetic

Everything I touch I fucking hate Music doesn't really feel the same no more Wishing I could finally dissipate But nothing doesn't ever stay the same Now does it? Running in place now Wearing myself out I'm scared of things changing Future and mind-found I'm molding my life now I'm done with all the pacing Ya, who have I become? I'm trying to get my life back now Trying to get my mind right now I'm picking at my scars Trying to get words out my mouth But I barely make a sound I'm copacetic, hate my own reflection But I'm copacetic, avoiding every question Ya, I'm copacetic, I've learned every lesson 'Cause I'm trying to get my life back now Trying to get my mind right now Water in my eyes begins to dry But I've been feeling this way for years in hindsight Started with the littlest of lies But nothing ever really feels right Now does it? Running in place now Wearing myself out I'm scared of things changing Future and mind-found I'm molding my life now I'm done with all the pacing Ya, who have I become? I'm trying to get my life back now Trying to get my mind right now I'm picking at my scars Trying to get words out my mouth But I barely make a sound I'm copacetic, hate my own reflection But I'm copacetic, avoiding every question Ya, I'm copacetic, I've learned every lesson 'Cause I'm trying to get my life back now Trying to get my mind right now More often than not I find myself in the middle Stuck and frozen I do this a lot Find me in a ritual Don't know what I'm doing Ya, who have I become? I'm picking at my scars Trying to get words out my mouth But I barely make a sound I'm copacetic, hate my own reflection But I'm copacetic, avoiding every question Ya, I'm copacetic, I've learned every lesson 'Cause I'm trying to get my life back now Trying to get my mind right now Ya, who have I become? Running in place now Wearing myself out I'm scared of things changing (I'm picking at my scars) Future and mind-found I'm molding my life now I'm done with all the pacing