Devil's On My Back

The devil, the Devils on my back The devil , the devils on my back The devil , the devils on my back I went through hell I never go back Yeah the devils on my back, the devil’s guiding me The devils on my back, the devil lied to me The devil’s on my back the devil I can be So don’t you tell the devil to wake the demon inside of me The devil tried to get me, he tried to hold me back God judged me I thought that only my homies know my past I'm feeling burnt out, kicked down, locked in a room Find out that nothing turns out the way we wanted it to Feel like i need to go get lost on some shrooms Meditate, stare at the sun and go and talk to the moon And have a conversation with the self that's higher than me You lit the flame and put this fire in me, every day inspiring me Now I'm a force you can't handle I the torch, the lit candle This world I'm born to dismantle Turn off the TV no porn on this channel Gucci flip flops can't afford this sandal Money being mismanaged damn that's a disadvantage Got big dreams to travel around this little planet That's why you see me always invest in myself Some people question how I'm gettin this wealth Go to work lil homie I really do this Put in the hours keep going when you quit I'm making moves Im making music, damn this shit is too sick Now I'll hit you with the new exclusive Devil in the flesh I got demons who whisper in the ear Telling me the world is getting dark So give in to the fear I had some angels never loud enough to interfere In fact, I don't think I heard from them in like a couple years Try to tell me this ain't hell but I been burnt out Ashes rainin' so I stay inside and now I turn down Anyone who tries to reach and make some real connections with me Havin' vision of me relapsin and going out like Whitney The mind is shifty, it's tryin to get me when I'm off balance These haters hit me in comments to discredit the talent And everyday it's like another person tryin' to challenge me But I can't move and I'm still locked up in this dragons talons I might be tripping but swear to God it really does Feel like this house is haunted I can't even write as much The ghost of who I was been trying to drop a feature verse Looking at me like damn, when the fuck did we get heard? It isn't worth the breath There's too much there to unpack Devil's in the details, I derailed right off the track But then I found when goin' off the path That there's a comfort in the ones like me Who fell and never made it back I'm living half a life but Gettin' a dream doesn't come without a sacrifice I never had the light Embrace the dark I got the devil with me in this fight Lately, I’ve been looking for some closure, but instead I find myself in conversations with these voices in my head I’m so avoidant you would think I’d find enjoyment with what's said But I’m obsessed with self-destruction I got poison in my pen I’ve been through a lot of shit and I said it don’t bother me Me, Ekoh and Robbie G don’t accept your apology Through the stress and anxiety I’ve been blessed I can vouch for me They sleepin' on me so long I bet that they outta sheep I feel like I’m the greatest, and my résumé prove it Cause my shit is more on point than the end of the pool stick Me and these wack rappers I am never confused with They know I got more heart than Kevin I’m coolin No matter what just don’t mistake me for them other guys I tend to bite my tongue and keep a lot of shit pent up inside I promise I’ll take two of yours you ever try take one of mine Became obsessed with substances the first time I got drunk and high Its Merk The devil, the Devils on my back The devil , the devils on my back The devil , the devils on my back I went through hell I never go back Yeah the devils on my back, the devil’s guiding me The devils on my back, the devil lied to me The devil’s on my back the devil I can be So don’t you tell the devil to wake the demon inside of me