Losing My Cool

[Intro] Baby, you didn't think that I'd be clueless? 'Cause I don't know who you think you fooling I don't think you're fooling me If this is real love 'Cause I'm trying, but I can't lie (Don't never think of fooling me) I'm losing my cool (Losing my cool) I'm losing my cool Yeah, yeah 'Cause I'm trying, but I can't lie (Turn it up a little bit) I'm losing my cool I'm losing my cool [Verse] Life of a youngin Tryna balance my pain became my struggle I was already deep off in my thoughts and feeling funny How the ones that I love the most just can't keep it a hundred I never thought I'd get this far, I used to doubt myself God dealt me this hand, I used to out myself Breaking in houses when I was younger, I was wild mysеlf They told me ten at fourteen, I wеnt and found myself In my cell writing raps often thinking 'bout Deyjah Before she died, I told her my dreams and my aspirations I used to cry just thinking 'bout all the shit she was facing I know she smiling looking down 'cause I finally done made it I love my lil' brother, he feel like big brother be tripping That shit just make me so damn mad that he don't fucking listen And my big brother really gifted, but he really tripping He tell me him and his addiction ain't none of my business In his brain, he rock star living Yeah, and we was raised the same, but we way different Either way, and if you right or wrong, I'm forever with you It's safe to say I changed the game, I made it out the trenches Later I would come to find that was just the beginning I still gotta cross all these oceans, these mountains and rivers Life of a rapper got me on the edge, I keep my pistol Gotta watch my back 'cause I don't trust these hoes or trust these niggas Tell me, who can you trust when people so deceiving? Don't want no love 'cause she gon' leave and come back when she need me She looking dead in my eyes, lying like a demon How you slap the hand that had fed you, bite the hand that feed you? I don't get it neither, yeah, yeah I don't get it neither My family don't see Nuni, they see Rod the Wave So mentally and physically, I stay far away Yeah [Interlude] Listen, I I regret saying I want 'em dead for switching sides That night he died, I couldn't cry although I tried, uh I can't lie, yeah I'm losing, losing my cool [Chorus] I lose my cool sometimes, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I lose my cool, I loose my cool sometimes, yeah Crazy life for the youngin Tryna battle my pain became my struggle They don't ask me how I be feeling, just asking for money Wonder why all the people I love can't keep it one hundred, yeah I don't want you to ever think you fooling Don't ever think you fooling me Need real love, mm-mm-mm Yeah, yeah I lose my cool, I lose my cool sometimes