it hurts.

[Intro: duendita] Lonely But not when you hold me Your beauty weighs on me This feeling's too good [Verse 1] Ay, the sun shinin' out the window So why the fuck it rainin' everywhere that I go? And through the sadness, I've been happy couple times though But the peaks been lookin' weak whenever I'm low Muffucka I'ma drown in my depression And I don't fall in love, I just find a new obsession I been thinkin' 'bout my fuckin' death like every second Yeah, I guess that means my mind's a different type of lethal weapon Ay, yeah, my heart the place where all my scars at Often wishin' that I died inside the car crash See he was drunk when he swerved into my fuckin' lane Shoulda hit the gas and just be done with all this fuckin' pain Wakin' up to check the clock and going back to sleep I close the blinds 'cause I don't even wanna fuckin' eat Too many shadows in my head, my demons free to creep Nowadays I always keep a bottle in my fuckin' reach Keep bottle in my fuckin' reach God-fucking-dammit [Verse 2] And I continue smokin' dope until I comatose Lately seems that life has got me on the fuckin' ropes Maybe pickin' up a double cup will help me cope 'Cause everyday I keep on runnin' outta fuckin' hope Daily headaches, keep the Advil always in my throat And all my friends been the reason that I'm still afloat And I get letters people say they like the shit I wrote Well listen up 'cause my sorrow never runnin' low Last year I watched my granny go and slip away Looked into her eyes, she didn't know my fuckin' name And I been hopin' that she made it to a better place 'Cause lookin' back, I think I died upon that fuckin' day Lookin' back, I think