Party Dress

I've started singing out New York didn't feel so loud This time, the autumn paints the sky Moved into an empty home To fill with the love I'm owed This time, there's roses in the road But sometimes, I get caught out Wondering where you are now And sometimes when I slow down I wonder who you are now I'm doing my best to live God know that I've tried to forgive But time has timing of its own So I put on a party dress To get over the words you said To keep me in chains I've learned to break But sometimes, I get caught out Wondering where you are now And sometimes when I slow down I wonder who you are now My head is willing to lie to me Colors in my memory whenever I get lonely But now, I'm childish like I should be Colors that I now see, I'll keep them close around me And I'm childish like I should be